Poems · poetry

“Relevant”

Christopher Hickey
“Hiding In Plain Sight” ©️C.P. Hickey 2019

“Relevant”

Getting lost is easy,

Finding yourself is hard.

Making others see you is hardest.

Whispers betray a deeper confidence.

Self-esteem, lost steam, and meanders to dark hidey cubbyholes.

The numbness that overcomes a sensibility can be like a long warm stretching melted butterscotch pour.

At first it is easy to submit to,

But then it becomes restrictive as it collects and envelopes its subject.

Golden pliability becoming rigid and resolving to a sticky trapping mire.

Seeming to get on everything within reach,

Despite best efforts to free oneself from such encumbrance.

So stuck.

And, others go about their machinations.

Dedicating little or no fuss to such othered plight.

What is certain is the despair of being trapped in such stuckitude.

Like quicksand,

The greater the struggle,

The more precarious the opportunity of survival.

Alone.

So professionally solo.

The greatest magic trick is not in making yourself disappear,

But in making sure others look to see if you reappear.

Relevance is relative,

But matters most to those that already lost hope.

Published by Christopher Hickey

Welcome to my effort. Yes, as a great procrastinator, it requires great effort to stay focused on something productive that matters to me. I’ll find any old excuse to traipse from project to project, and I rarely end up at the place I started. I find this maddening, and exhaustive. So it is with high hopes, and a greater grasp of self-awareness, that I embark upon staying the course so to speak. I enjoy writing. Be it blogs, fiction, poetry, etc. I love the craft and the act of creation, the art in and of itself, for it’s own sake and end. I am happy to be able to do it. Some stats: Born: March 1974 Education: St.Francis de Sales, Charlestown MA Don Bosco Technical High School, Boston MA University of Massachusetts at Lowell, Lowell MA Bunker Hill Community College, Charlestown MA DePaul University, Chicago, IL North Virginia Community College, Arlington VA Harvard Extension School, Cambridge MA Place of residence: Somewhere in the land of metro Boston. It’s vaguely familiar and becoming home more and more by the day, but when you come from “The Town” all else fails by comparison. Favorite Color: I’m partial to all forms of blue. Favorite Author: c’mon! don’t expect me to answer that, there are too many. I enjoy memories of playing 80’s Atari better than playing any advanced gaming system that exists today. Some day: Hope to be recognized for my paper clip collection. As well as my 27 rejected applications to Ringling Bros. and Barnum & Bailiey Clown college.

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